not feeling 22

BECAUSE IM LEGITIMATELY 22 NOW PEOPLE

yeah so happy belated birthday to me!!!! to be honest i'm not feeling 22 i'm feeling even older hahahaha.

ok deh hi peeps. gila nih blog udah ga jelas apa kabarnya hahahaha tekad gue mau nulis blog gagal mulu. seperti biasa karena (1) gue males (2) gue sibuk karena tugas menumpuk. ya sibuknya ga sampe gue ga ada waktu buat ngeblog sih, tapi karena gue punya hobi yang lain jadi akhirnya gue menggunakan waktu luang gue untuk gambar atau yang lain lololol. lagian biasanya ini blog kan buat curcol curcol ya, sayangnya gue lupa apa aja yang mau curcolin karena biasanya gue udah keburu ngerant ke c4 wkwkwkwk. jadi ya blog ini kehilangan fungsinya sebagai media curahan hati gue (omg jadi kepanjangan curhat tuh curahan hati gue baru kepikiran............ goblok abis). tapi ini blog masih berguna buat inget-inget hal lucu wkwkwkw. kemaren gue ngobrol sama ivan vanessa tentang cerita bergadang gue-ivan pas semester 3 ngerjain cost accounting, untung aja ada ini blog gue jadi inget asal muasal bergadang gila-gilaan itu hahahah.

anyway, 2 hari yang lalu gue ultah, dan inilah alasan gue nulis blog wkwkwk. mestinya gue sih gue nugas yang deadlinenya hari ini jam 11.55, tapi you know what, fuck assignments wkwkwk. dan lagian mantra dari ceinny masih berfungsi: semua tugas akan selesai pada waktunya.

these days felt like a long, long dream. everything just passed by—the things i had got worried about, the things i had been excited about, the thing i hadn't thought about so much.

and i arrived at the end of this dream, realizing that all of them are parts of the reality.

to be honest i never thought that i would get emotional over 'the last day we learn together at binus'. i didn't feel that attached to this class, but here i am, on the verge of tears because of that.

i am not a poet, so in the end i cannot say anything but thank you. thank you for making my university days not bleak, but bright instead. for the gossips, for the laughs, and more importantly for the memories. those days were really enjoyable, and i regret i didn't spend more time to get to know you all better.

it's not time to say goodbye yet, but still, i'm gonna miss you guys.

tiba-tiba inget

ah ya gue ga tau gue harus cerita dimana tapi gue pengen banget cerita ini wakakak.